The Tales of Carmensakura

so my transcript finally arrived.  It's not my convocation but it means so much to me. 3 years worth of effort, tears, blood and sweat. And not to forget the thousand of dollars paid for it. I saw it.  And it was worth it. I trembled as I held it. I was full of pride. I was full of joy. It signify my success. My journey. And it has been a great one. Sadly, now it's time for a new journey. What's next after my degree? I have a job. Personally, I don't hate it. But the question is what is my next move? Honestly, I am still figuring that out. It was slightly frustrating. But in the end, I will just try to do all and since which will have the best results? I know it sounds very flaky.  But I trust the universe. And I trust its plan for me. All this time, it has not failed me. In fact, it has helped and save me many times. So I will trust it again. 

I'm not the kind of person who posts things up about my relationship. I don't know how to do it. I'm just kind of private in that way. When it comes to my love life, I only trust a handful of people.  And these are the only people I talk about love life to. Sometimes it's even hard to talk about it eventhough I do need people to talk about it. It's weird.  And I know why. Because in the past, my "best friend" betrayed me pretty badly. I used to tell all about the matters of my heart to my "best friend".  And she was supposed to help me get together with this person. In the end, even though she was in a relationship, she cheated on her partner with this person that she was supposed to help me in. I am not even mad. Just sad that I got betrayed.  And I think because of that I have trust issues in this regards so I won't quite tell others regarding this unless I really trust them.

Guess who just joined NaNoWriMo 2016 this year.  Yup. Me.  I know it might be tough because I will be working during the day.  So I will only get to write during the night.  To be honest, I am not sure if I will be able to reach my daily wordcount goals but I promise this though, I will definitely do my best.  So yea. Anyway, all the best to me and other NaNoWriMo doers!!