Murky
Honestly, 2019 wasn't that great a year for me. It started out badly. But it didn't help that emotionally, I was all over the place. It took time for me to figure it out and to deal with it. I actually failed to achieve almost all of my new year resolution this year. A rare thing really since I been managing to achieve my new resolution for a few years now. That sense of failure and disappointment wasn't easy for me to deal with it. But slowly, I dealt with it and worked through it. The past few years has been great for me. So now, I'm having a not so good year and it's only fair. In life, you can't always just have all good and no bad. It's always a mix. The crazy thing is, my emotional turmoil was somewhat created by myself. It was because I was just self critical and being a young person, I guess I also didn't know what I want in life. For some reason, I was pressuring myself to know when I clearly didn't know. Yea, it&