The Tales of Carmensakura

Yes, Christmas is coming. That's a good thing. But it also means that it's the end of the year. And it's also that time of the year to sit back and review the year.  To see how you have done. And what you want to achieve next year. To be honest, I haven't really sat down and think about it yet. On whether I did great or badly for this year. But what really prompted this because I realised how noisy my head is. There's so much thoughts. But not only that, I feel so restless and impatient. I feel so distracted and yet so tempted by everything. For some reason, I feel like so flawed. So much problems. Of course, some are self created. But yet here I am. With these thoughts. Maybe I should learn to meditate. Try to quieten these thoughts.  But due to the noise in my head, I kind of know what kind of direction I want my next year to be like. I guess not all is bad. At least I got something out of it. I know reviewing the year sounds like

Since I recently traveled, I was thinking about traveling styles.  The usual traveling style that people talk about is usually tourist or traveler. So you usually fall in between those two categories. But I find myself not falling in either of these categories. So I decided to come up with my own. I'll call it Wanderer. I have to admit that my travel style is influenced heavily by my family. I grew up in a family that usually only went to the beach for holidays. So the point of every holiday, was to relax and refocus. So in the beach, we would usually just sit by the sea all day and enjoy ourselves. And this is why for me, traveling must never be stressful. It must be relaxing. I don't like to be rushed from one place to another. I don't like waking up early mornings during a vacation. The reason why I say I fall in neither traveler or tourist is because for tourist, they would like to go to every spot but I wouldn't do that. I would go to some and not