The Tales of Carmensakura

Currently, I'm doing research on terrorism for my law presentation. Trust me, I don't like this topic either. I would prefer doing famous people or death penalty. Anyway, so my group has to do a presentation about terrorism. So as I did my research, I realized that there was ALOT more to terrorism compared to what I know. Anyhow, then these lines in my research made me think, " Terrorism is a product of severe frustration and desperation. " " Not all terrorist were deprived of education. " " Most terrorist admit that terrorism was their last resort. " And for some reason, it made me think of an anime called Code Geass . It made me think of Lelouch Lamperouge . And it also made me think of a line in one of MCR songs, " Would you destroy something perfect to create something beautiful? " Odd, huh? And so now, I'm just thinking and thinking. Right now, I really can't answer if terrorism is justified or not. (I need to answer this qu...

I just started college about a month ago. AND I'm so god damn busy. This is just gonna be a short post because I'm not really sure what to say. Anyway, life right now, is full of ups and downs. One minute, I'm the most happiest person around. Next minute, I feel like I want to die. So yea... You know, I really thought that once I hit 18, I'll just automatically be mature and etc. But now, I realize that you gotta do your own growing up. And I also thought that if you've been through really bad times before, it'll never return. But now, I realize, life don't work that way. Sometimes, it just returns for no absolute reason. Right now, I feel like a little kid, learning about the world, my emotions and everything. So yea... I'll just let life happen & see how it goes. PS , here's my salute to anyone who's in college and anyone who's studying the Cambridge A-levels!!

So currently, I'm in college. And OMG , there's just so many facilities and awesome programs going on there!! I want to join them ALL ! But I can't currently. Well, I don't know if I can join them or not but I'm currently looking at my schedule and wondering how I should juggle them with my classes. I'm being overwhelmed. It's like a kid being in a candy shop and they are allowed to have any candy they want. I'm looking at all the programs and my eyes are glittering away because I want them all! It's so hard.... when you want it all . Maybe, I can't have it all. But still. This is my college life, I want it to be the time where I just try things out & have a crazy adventure~!! I want to enjoy every moment. I want to have fun (not forgetting my studies, of course~!) After all, we live only once~!

So I just started college. How was my first day? It was actually quite long & tiring. I mean, I went there at 9.00am but I came home at 5.00pm . I was there the whole freaking day. So yea, I was tired . I'm actually quite amazed with this college. I'll be honest. I didn't want to go to this college but I had to because my parents preferred wanted me to come here because the prices here is more affordable. But who am I to complain? My parents are the one paying. sigh. And to my surprise, it's not as bad as I thought. I get a free pendrive. The campus is so huge that I got lost. The library is a big building with 3 floors and the cyber centre (where all the computers & internet are placed) is nice, neat & pretty awesome. So yea... There's so many society & clubs that I actually LIKE!! The lecturers are very caring and kind. (and strict) The college have programmes that I LIKE~! BUT there's also a downside. The students there.....sigh. Well, not...