The Tales of Carmensakura

I just watched kimi no wa. (Kimi no wa is this amazing animated film)  Watching this movie made me think of the red thread of fate. Honestly, I cannot say I do not believe in this. The red thread of fate does not only mean soulmate. No. The red thread of fate is for everyone that you ever met.  The red thread of fate means that everyone you ever met was meant for you. They were supposed to be there for you. That's their fate.  Just as you are supposed to be there for them.  That's your fate. I cannot treat the red thread of fate as rubbish because for me, it is real. There have been people who come in my life and I thought they were important but in the end, they left.  In that sense, it means that our red thread of fate has ended. It was there in the past but now, it's severed. And then there are people that you meet that somehow they become very important.  This is also the red thread of fate.  They came into your life because...

Sometimes, it's hard not to believe that each of us have own fate. Just only months ago, I was dead set on a goal. It was either I achieve that goal or I just forget it. I didn't have other plans. It was the goal or I don't do it at all. But then, we are only human. We can plan but just because we plan doesn't mean it will work out the way we want it to be. And as all things, my plan began to unravel. Sometimes , things worked out and sometimes, it didn't. But at the end of the day, the goal that I wanted so much began to be unpractical under my current circumstances. Then, at certain times, it felt like my plan began to crumble and I felt absolutely sad. It took a while but I had to accept that the goal I wanted so much had a high chance of not happening.  I had to tell myself that it didn't matter and that was really hard. But now, that I have accepted the possible realities, other things begin to pop up. A reality that was so much more pra...