The Tales of Carmensakura

Yes, another rant. What is that rant? I need more internet time. My current time is not nearly enough for me to blog, check emails, watch anime, take personality quizzes & just surf the internet. I don't even have enough time to watch the anime that I want to and I currently only have 3.  What the actual shit?! Anyhow, my internet time is running out. Gotta go. Until next week then.

I realize that balance in life is a little hard to achieve at times. I mean, this is my life and so, I want to be happy. And I thought balance is the key. To have fun and study at the same time. But I find that balance hard to find. If I study, I don't get to party or have fun. But if I have party and have fun, my studies are neglected. That pisses me off a little. But that doesn't mean I am giving up. I will keep trying to find this balance. This is my life and I want to live it. I want to do well in everything. Maybe, I am a little greedy that way but that is who I am. By the way, I think my internet addiction is back. Yup, that's bad. It's hard to resist the internet when the computer lab is only next door to my classes. I find it hard to stop myself and this is absolutely horrible. SIGHS. Everything is spinning out of control, sadly. But I have to do my best to fix things. Wish me luck~~!

Christmas is coming.     Obviously, I'm in a Christmas mood~! For some reason, I feel like mailing my friends Christmas Cards. Maybe, it's my Christmas spirit talking or it's the Christmas mood?  So, for the last few days, I've been searching for my friends addresses. I lost my contact book....That means, I have to text, facebook or call my friends up for their addresses. I know that mailing is pretty lame. But you know what, I still think it's kinda great. Personally, I have never received any personal letters through the mail but once, I got a letter, confirming that I'm an organ donor. For some crazy reason, I was so HAPPY that I had a letter. For me, I love handwritten letters. In high school, I often wrote letters for my friends during their birthdays. And when I get a handwritten letter from them, I feel so happy.   I know e-cards do exist. So why should I mail real cards? Mailing cost money. You have to buy the cards, get envelopes an...