The Tales of Carmensakura

Well, the exam is in May. And all I can say is that it's getting closer and I must admit that it stresses me. But it's time to study. LET'S DO THIS~~!

This is going to be a long post. Let me just warn you. So yea. Well, I take Sociology and this subject makes me feel very intelligent. It is a subject that forces me to think and to question about our world and our interactions. I really like that. And a lot of theories make sense. I really like reading about the old theories from dead philosophers and sociologists. It makes me feel like they aren't really dead and that their theories keep them alive and if I close my eyes, I can almost feel that they are right beside me. Sometimes, I wish these great philosophers or sociologists were still alive because I would have loved to be their student. Other than that, I would read these theories and I would completely understand their point of view with that theories. I would agree with their theories and for a moment, it feels like I am talking to dead. It's crazy. But this subject makes me feel this way. Sociology also makes me feel very philosophical. It challenges me in ...

I know school just started but I can't stop thinking about the three months break that will happen in June. Summer break. Recently, I just been wondering what I should do during the summer break and I begun making a list. And hopefully, it's a list that I can cut off. I am very tired of making lists only to watch it not happen. Anyhow, the exam in May, before the summer break is very important to me. If I fail it, it means, I am not capable enough for this course and I would probably quit this course. What I will do after that? I am not sure. And that is why, for this May exam, I have to be serious and I really have to do my best. Unfortunately, that isn't working out too well right now. I mean, I haven't quite practiced my past years eventhough I should be. Other than that, I think I am relatively alright. But then again, that maybe an illusion. Anyhow, I don't why but I really can't stop thinking of the summer break. And this is a short list of...

Well, classes has begun. And that means it's time to study. That's pretty much all I have to say. I do find it stressful. I find it hard to balance my life. So yea. Oh well, wish me all the best~!