The Tales of Carmensakura

Recently, I just watched Wallstreet 2 : Money Never Sleeps. And yes, it was an awesome film. I liked how it was about wealth, speculation, manipulation and more. Thanks to this film, I'm going to watch the stocks from now on and regularly checking the business/economics section. This movie made me think. Currently, the world is still recovering from the 2008 economic meltdown. But will we learn from this meltdown and be more careful? I don't think so. WHY? In the 1990's, there was another economic meltdown and we didn't learn from that. That's why the 2008 meltdown existed. Maybe this time, we'll learn? I doubt we'll learn this time. You see, when the economy recovers once more, people will become confident. And that confidence will cause people to spent, spent and be reckless with their finances. THEN, BOOM, another economic meltdown will happen again. I don't think we can ever prevent meltdown's. WHY? Simple, because when there are good times, th...

IT has been a tiring week. Not physically or mentally. But it was emotionally tiring. I had alot of crap this week. But then again, life is full of ups and downs. I felt sad, angry, pissed and depressed all at the same time. So yea, bring out the ice-cream. And yes, it works. Eating ice-cream when you're upset really works. I did feel happier after finishing those yummy cold ice-creams. Like one of my teachers said, " Life is like a wheel. One minute, you're up and the next you're down. So enjoy every minute and don't take it seriously. " And gosh, I created a TUMBLR account. http://carmensakura07.tumblr.com Check it out. I might shift my blog there. Well, we'll see...

Like every high school, my high school had it's fair share of drama. Heck, I had my fair share of drama. To make things more interesting, I study in an all-girls school which means more drama. (girls = drama + catfights) So yea... I broke some friendships and hurt other people while I got hurt too and lost a few friendships. A fair deal. Friendships are so complicated especially between girls. Sometimes, you give so much and sacrifice so much for the friendship yet you get nothing in return. Sometimes, you make ONE mistake and the friendship ends. Sometimes, you didn't put enough effort in and the friendship is over. So yea, I had a lot of catfights. This year is my senior year. So I don't want to fight so much and have too much drama. (too bad, I already fought this year) I wanna savour every last moment of this year because... when high school is over, I want to erase all the memories. A LITTLE HARSH? I don't think so. Moving on means looking forward and dropping all...

Recently, I was wondering... I mean, I'm so close to graduation. I'm about to leave high school. It still feels weird and that knowing it's happening feels totally unreal to me at times. I mean, I never thought that I would graduate from high school. So I was thinking, what was I gonna do after high school. So I made a list in my head like get a driver's licence and so on. Then, I was wondering what if I don't get to go to college? I mean, what if. So will I die? OR have a completely ruined life? Will I be bitter and old? Guess what, not going to college is not the end of the world so is getting terible results in high school. The world don't end unless well, the apocalyse comes or you are dead. (Your world do end when you are dead) Then, at that moment, I realise that a smile, some enthusiam and a little bit of hard work is all it takes to survive the world. I also realise that life is what you make of it. Just go ahead, make your decisions and smile. See where...

Well, atleast I narrowed it down. By it, I mean what I plan to study in the future. I like these 3 stuff and I find it very hard to choose among the 3 because I LOVE THEM ALL!! I would like to study : 1. Business. (I love business ever since I was a kid. I like money...hehe.) 2. Psychology. (I love to get into people's head and know why they did what they did) 3. Broadcasting. (I just love to talk and be in the SPOTLIGHT!) So it's very hard for me to choose among the three. Damn, if I can't make a decision, I'm so not going to college. Which do you think I should choose?? What should I study? Business Psychology Broadcasting View Results Create a Blog Poll Please vote~! It will so help me. THANK YOU~~!! *hugs*

I'm confused. I mean, it finally hit me. I'm going to graduate from high school at the end of this year. AND that means, next year, I should be going to college. So now, all this problems pops up in my head. 1. Can my parents even afford it? (College ain't cheap and it doesn't help that the economy isn't so good.) 2. What am I going to study? (I haven't really decided) There's a lot of options for me after graduating from high school. There's so many options to choose from but the problem is I like them all. The more I think, the more confused I get. Yea, I gotta figure it out...sooner or later. But for now, I'm gonna watch Kaiji The Ultimate Gambler. PS : Did I say Tatsuya Fujiwara is an AWESOME talented actor??

So yea, parents can be annoying at times but as much as I hate to admit this, I have to admit that I need them more than I think I do. My parents been nagging me and telling me stuff that kinda shocked me. It's like a big slap on my face. BUT.... it's true. I guess, that's parents for ya. They tell you the uncensored truth eventhough it hurts. And now, a challenge is ON my plate. Whether I like it or not, I have to accept it. Change is difficult but that's change and I'll embrace it. After all, things will change whether you want it or not. Well, time to walk my talk...I'll take the challenge AND do exceptional well. Easier said than done but that's what I plan to do. PS, when your parents nag, just take it in....and sigh