The Tales of Carmensakura

School is officially over for me. Can't believe that's real but it is. So now, what do I do?? Well, there's so MANY things to do for me. This is a new chapter in life and I plan to start wonderfully and end it beautifully. For now, to celebrate my new found freedom and my new chapter in life, I got a haircut. I like my hair. Only thing I hate is that the highlights are too soft and almost freaking invisible. Sigh. Next time, I want my highlights to be strong & shiny!! Anyway, until the new year, I'm gonna procrastinate for a while. Then after that, TIME TO DO EVERYTHING ON MY LIST!! And mind you, I have A LOT of things listed on my list. A new beginning is always fun because you never know how it'll end. You never know it's going to go. The possibilities are endless. And right now, the world seem to be my stage. Everything seems to be set. All I got to do is move my ass! Maybe I am a little optimistic right now & full of hope. Maybe I will never achieve ...

I was rereading my blog. There's some nonsense, drama & fun in it. It's interesting to read what you wrote in the past. It's like a time capsule. I only have one thing to say. Wow, I was depressed person and I'm a bit embarrassed with what I wrote. I can't believe I actually wrote those posts. Sigh... But looking at my posts in the past reminds me of my crush & certain friendships. I know why they call crushes, crushes. Because a crush usually crushes you. Yea, it kinda suck. Guess, I'm not lucky in "love" or with my "crush". As for the certain friendship thing, I was looking back & wondering. What exactly went wrong? We had a super huge argument and then, poof. It ended. Our friendship is gone. Why couldn't we fix it? How did she do it? How do you forget all those deep conversations, long phone calls & promises? We used to be so close. We talked every single day. Now, you can't even look me in the eye. (vice versa) Ma...

I seriously still have no idea what I wanna be. I mean, I have several choices but that's about it. I can't pick between those choices. 1. Business 2. Coach/personal trainer 3. Broadcasting 4. Psychologist I like business because I like money. Who doesn't like money? Everyone does. And I feel like I have always been a business person. I'm interested in the business world. The money making corporate world. Coaching or personal training. I like that. Being coach isn't easy, you have to have passion. You have to put your heart & soul into it. You definitely won't get rich but you'll be happy. It's tiring but at the end of the day, it's just worth it. Just watch the biggest loser & you'll see that the trainers are happy. And then, broadcasting. I talk a lot. I like the spotlight. So yea.... I like psychology. It's interesting to learn what go through people's head. To learn why people do the things they do. Maybe, I could be some sort...

My last day of school is on the 21st of December. Seriously, it will be my last day of school ever. Not only that, my last day of exams in on the 20th of December! After that, I will be free. I can definitely see it. No school and no exams! Well, until my parents enroll me into college. I feel really excited about getting out into society. I mean, finally, I am OUT of school. Finally, I'm grown up. There's just so many to do. I wanna get a haircut, drive and etc. Anyhow, time just flies .One minute, you're a little kid, who just started to go to school. Next, you've graduated from high school. Anyhow, I'm just so excited for life. This is a new chapter in my life. A new beginning and right now, I have a good feeling about it~!!

It's already week 2 in my exams. Kinda happy that it's almost over. It feels kinda good. That was fast. This is a short post cuz that's all I got to say for now.

Yes, the terror has begun. What's the terror? Well, it's my major super duper exam that will determine your future. The exam has begun. 3 subjects down and 7 more subjects to go. Sadly, my exam ends on the 20th december! UGH, that totally ruins my christmas celebration mood. How was my exam so far?? hmm....not so good because I don't think I did well. But we'll see when the results come out. I hate how this exam is like our rite of passage. I mean, like in the olden days, boys had to hunt to prove that they are men. Now, students have to take exams to prove that they're ready to contribute to the adult society. Anyway, it's not all that bad. After the 20th of december, I'M FREE FROM HIGH SCHOOL FOREVER! No more drama and homework! WOOT!! Even though, I already had my graduation ceremony but I don't officially graduate until the exam ends which is on 20 december!!! But yea, finally, I'm gonna be out of high school! I'm finally graduating. This is ...

My school had this 'blessing ceremony' for all seniors who are leaving the school in another month. But yesterday was actually my last day of school. This ceremony is for students to hug or shake hands with all the teachers for the very last time before we leave the school and for our super major exam that will determine our future. Anyway, I never thought I would actually felt like crying but I did. I hugged all my favourite teachers and some whom I never met before. My language teacher cried and thanks to her, I felt like crying. She was wishing me good luck and giving me last advices before I leave. However, there was one teacher I wanted to meet but she wasn't there. Ms.Lee, my favourite science teacher. Too bad, she wasn't there. This blessing ceremony is not a bad idea. Teachers wishing us good luck in life and in our major exam. Anyhow, it's incredible how some teachers still remembered what I said a few years ago and how some seem to believe in me so strongl...