The Tales of Carmensakura

Even now, I'm still learning about myself. Recently, I just found out the root for almost the entire reason why my behaviour is the way it is. And I thought I knew myself. Well, there's always so much more to learn...even if it's about me. Anyhow, lately, life been interesting. It's a roller coaster ride. One minute, I can be laughing my ass off and the next minute, I want to drop dead. So yea. PS : here's just some random writing that I wrote this week, randomly. Xerxes becomes Marquis  

One of my favourite things in this world is FOOD~! I'm easy to handle if you have food. (so yea, go ahead, BRIBE me with food.) Recently, I have been going out to eat A LOT. Hmm...I guess, that explains the reason why I'm broke. I don't really go shopping and I don't really have huge expenses. But if there's one thing that I am willing to spend on, it's food. So yes, all my money goes to my food. It burns a hole in my pocket but who cares, I got good food. So here are some pictures of what I ate with my college buddies~! hehe~! We went to Kenny Rogers to celebrate something....what were we celebrating? Our set meal~! (4 chicken & some side dishes) Delicious muffins~! One day, my friends and I were in a shopping mall. We were hungry & decided to eat in the food court but it was full. So instead, we found this little Charlie Brown Cafe in some remote corner of the mall. NO REGRETS, though. Our carbonara macaroni~! ...

I read this article yesterday : "  Trip down bracesville  " And now, I'm back to square one. I really don't know if I should get braces. Ugh. The main reason why I wanted to get my teeth done anyway is : 1. Dental hygiene & good dental health.  Dentist take one look at my teeth and advise me to get braces immediately. So yea. That's how "bad" my teeth are. 2. Nice straight teeth. Ok, I'll be honest here. I was laughed at for my teeth for five years in high school. So yes, I think my teeth looked absolutely horrible and yes, I absolutely detest them. I know what you're probably thinking. They were probably teasing you and yea, they probably did but I heard it everyday, every freaking time I opened my mouth. I hate to admit this but this is the reason why I don't like taking pictures of me smiling or even taking pictures. So yea, my self esteem wasn't great when it came to my teeth. But then, this article tells me that y...

Exams, exams, exams. You know what, forget that shit. I'm not saying that exams aren't important but it isn't everything. Exactly. It's not everything. IF you fail your exams, your life ain't going to end. It's just that, there will be certain changes to the plan you had in mind. So yea. The thing about life is that there is no ONE road that you must follow. There is no such thing as failures or mistakes either. Life just flows and goes on continuously until you reach the end. As for me, life is about living in the moment. What's the point of scoring straight A's if you can't stop and stare at the sky to absorb its beauty? What's the point if you can't smile and be merry? So yea. Let's just be merry~~! (ps, I'm not saying that exams aren't important. I'm just saying that it ain't everything)

Exams are over. The moment every student is relieved. But unfortunately, something smacks them in the face. It's call the exam results. Ugh. The dreaded moment that a student hates. Some might actually look forward to it because they want to see how well they have done. As for the rest of us, we don't want to see it because we know it sucks . It's just a question of how bad. So today, I got back my result for my economics paper. It wasn't really good nor was it really bad. But personally, I think it's definitely below my expectation. I'm looking at my paper, expecting disappointment to hit me but it didn't come. I wasn't disappointed. Instead, I was motivated and excited which is good. So instead of wasting time, moping and crying over spilled milk, I am searching for the mistakes that I made. I'm analyzing what went wrong in this paper and thinking on how I can avoid that in the future. I'm just moving on and thinking on h...

Currently, I'm having my exams. The biggest pain in a student's neck.   I don't why I'm so damn lazy. The exams is on but yet, here I am, going online.   Maybe, it's because I feel that reading it in the last few hours of the exam isn't going to save your ass or help you. I feel that reading it will only make you more stressed because you start to realize how much you really don't know or understand. So whatever. What will be, will be. PS : My favourite book is being turned into a graphic novel (in a different point of view). Yea, I'm so rushing to the bookstores to buy it. The original series The Graphic Novel version  

I just finished reading The Hunger Games Trilogy and damn, it really messed me up. I mean, it's been a week since I finished it and yet, it is still lingering in my mind until now. This is why I say books are powerful. Words are powerful. The trilogy literally entered my insides, shook it up real bad and left. So now, I'm left wondering and just pondering. All I can think about is Katniss or Peeta. Personally, I love the first two books of the trilogy but I did not like the last book at all (Mockingjay). I didn't really like how it ended. So yea. SPOILERS here, I didn't like how in the third book, Katniss (the main character) just somehow went slightly insane. She lost her spirit for fighting back.  That was the main problem to me. How can she just give up? Or rather go insane-ish?  I know that she only human but still, she had so many loved ones around her. She had a support system. Why didn't she use them?   [sighs] That is why Uglies series fr...