The Tales of Carmensakura

Well, the exam is in May. And all I can say is that it's getting closer and I must admit that it stresses me. But it's time to study. LET'S DO THIS~~!

This is going to be a long post. Let me just warn you. So yea. Well, I take Sociology and this subject makes me feel very intelligent. It is a subject that forces me to think and to question about our world and our interactions. I really like that. And a lot of theories make sense. I really like reading about the old theories from dead philosophers and sociologists. It makes me feel like they aren't really dead and that their theories keep them alive and if I close my eyes, I can almost feel that they are right beside me. Sometimes, I wish these great philosophers or sociologists were still alive because I would have loved to be their student. Other than that, I would read these theories and I would completely understand their point of view with that theories. I would agree with their theories and for a moment, it feels like I am talking to dead. It's crazy. But this subject makes me feel this way. Sociology also makes me feel very philosophical. It challenges me in ...

I know school just started but I can't stop thinking about the three months break that will happen in June. Summer break. Recently, I just been wondering what I should do during the summer break and I begun making a list. And hopefully, it's a list that I can cut off. I am very tired of making lists only to watch it not happen. Anyhow, the exam in May, before the summer break is very important to me. If I fail it, it means, I am not capable enough for this course and I would probably quit this course. What I will do after that? I am not sure. And that is why, for this May exam, I have to be serious and I really have to do my best. Unfortunately, that isn't working out too well right now. I mean, I haven't quite practiced my past years eventhough I should be. Other than that, I think I am relatively alright. But then again, that maybe an illusion. Anyhow, I don't why but I really can't stop thinking of the summer break. And this is a short list of...

Well, classes has begun. And that means it's time to study. That's pretty much all I have to say. I do find it stressful. I find it hard to balance my life. So yea. Oh well, wish me all the best~!

Well, this year alone, when it comes to writing, I have accomplished alot. One, I finished a short story (Aletheia) Two, I finished a novel, (World's Apart). It feels good to finish my writing. Especially World's Apart. After years and years of both planning and writing, it really makes me happy that it's completed now. But for World's Apart, it's still unedited. So yes, it's done but it has not been checked or properly edited. I'm still glad that it's done though. Its' birth feels long overdue. Anyhow, to celebrate its birth, I got an artist to make a book cover for World's Apart. And the artist is so kind to even make it for free.  The Book Cover is made by Skye. THANK YOU, DEAR~!! HOW CAN I EVER REPAY YOU?!! Look at the book cover, it's so beautiful. I really love it. It really makes my novel feel edgy, radical and absolutely cool. Whether or not, that is true, I really don't know. But it sure makes me want to read my...

Ah, what a year it has been. To say that it was a great year completely, that would be a lie. But to say that it was a horrible year completely would also be another lie. It was an interesting year.  A very interesting one to me.  One that I would probably remember for life. 2013 It's the year that I watch my dreams burst into flames. It's the year that I fell into a sea of pain. It's the year that I lost childhood friends. But, it's also the same year that I found new friends that would support me. It's also the same year that I learnt how to find happiness in the most darkest moments of my life. It's also the same year that I realize that I wasn't alone. Most of all, this is the year that reminded me that life is a fleeting moment and that we need to appreciate everything. And that no matter how badly you fall, you can always get back up. This year has been both painful and wonderful. This year has both up...

So it's time to CELEBRATE~~! But just as I want to celebrate, I realized that December is going to be a really busy month for me. I just have so many events lined up. Oh well. C'est la vie~~~! I really do hope that I attend the events and also still have time to improve my driving skills. Because if I am not able to drive properly by the end of this year, I will be absolutely livid. Anyhow, TIME TO BE MERRY AND FESTIVE AS CHRISTMAS IS AROUND THE CORNER~~~!