high school bitches.

So today is my graduation day and I just graduated. It feels nice to be graduate but too bad, I still have school for another month or so. So it's not exactly a big deal.

And so I was walking around school today and yea, I guess I'll miss it a little.

I also wrote letters and gave it to all my friends that were close to me. (But unfortunately, I forgot christina. Will write her letter later.......sigh) I even gave it to my high school bitch.
Yes, high school bitches. Everyone has one unless you're lucky or you are that bitch.

To be honest, I hated her at one point in my life. By her, I meant my high school bitch. Sure, she's fun to be with at times but she's just so mean.

She mocked me and called me mean names. It really hurt me. I may pretend that all those insults didn't get me but it did get me. My self-esteem fell so low in the ground that I wanted to hide in a hole somewhere so that I can never ever come out.

Thanks to her, I really felt like I was an ugly stupid worthless bitch. Everything about me sucked. Everything about me was wrong to her. She had absolutely nothing good to say about me. I'm not her only victim. There're others.

She also treated me like crap.

It took me a while to recover my self-esteem. And now, my self-esteem is stronger and better.

I guess, I do owe her one thing. If it weren't for her, I wouldn't have known to love myself. It was a tough struggle but I'm stronger for it.





But I kinda pity her. She must have issues of her own. Nobody can mock anyone so much. It's just wrong. I guess, that's the way she feel better on her own. But now, when I'm with her, I just feel sad for her because I can see through her. (We all can.... I wish she knew....)




Don't be a high school bitch because at the end of the day, you lose it all when everyone you know leaves you to be with better company.