Being motivated and staying motivated.

Well, I'm in college and I promised myself that I won't screw it up. I screwed up high school, I don't need to screw college up too. Plus, if I screw college up, I can definitely forget about going to university to get a degree.

So currently, I've been working quite hard. I'm no longer really playing around like I used to in high school.

But some days, I really really feel very lazy, bored and demotivated.



I try to motivate myself. Some days, it works and sometimes, it doesn't.



And when I motivate myself, can I stay motivated for a long period of time?

Gosh, doing well really takes quite a lot of effort. I mean, no more goofing around and just doing your best.



I never knew it's quite a hard battle. I mean, I thought if I put in the effort, then, everything will be perfect. But it's not.

You have to work hard to get where you want.....and then, you have to work hard to STAY there or GET BETTER.



So yea, how the hell do Madonna and Roger Federer do it?



It's hard enough to get to the top...... Then, you have to REMAIN at the top.



But despite this, I'm still gonna keep carrying on.

Just do your best. (and hopefully, that would work.)