Frustration.

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I hate it when you have things to do and everything just clashes, messing up everything. It's like a ball of yarn that is all tangled up.



I have A levels, IELTS (english exam) and DELF B1 (French exam). I have to do all of them by the end of this year and I'm trying so hard to make sure they don't clash with one another.

Ugh.

 

And it doesn't help I have odd sudden urges that distracts me from my academic goals.
Like,


I want to watch movies.

50/50

Iron Lady

I want to watch anime.

Monster

Guilty Crown

Then, I have more odd emotions that makes me feel like I'm not living my life. It makes me think of random stuff such as :

I want to go to Japan
I want to go mountain climbing
I want to go eat exotic food
I want to travel the world
I want to work
I want money
I want......fill in the blanks. So yea.

 












Point is, more random stuff that will get in the way of my academic goal.

So right now, I'm just frustrated with how things are not working out the way they are. 



Now, to make myself happy, I'm gonna go watch funny youtube videos or daydream. 

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Happy "Sam" said…
Don't worry ~
Be happy ~

Chinese new years is still on ~
haha ~~

Gambateh ~
February 2, 2012 at 5:08 PM
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