The last remaining glimmer of hope.

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All I have right now is my last remaining flicker of hope. For now, it's the only thing I'm holding on to.

 Will I finally be able to at least, continue fighting for my dreams?
Or will it be down the drain?

 I don't know. I will only find out on January 22nd. The day of my results.

 To say I'm fine is a lie.
To say I'm wretched isn't completely true.

 Point is, I'm nervous.

 I don't know how this would turn out but I will hope for the best. 

 And as long as I can still dream, I will still dream.

 Until it's smashed in front of my face, only then, will I stop dreaming. Only then, will I stop and make another dream.

 So yea. We'll see what happens. Who knows.

Comments

Happy "Sam" said…
Yes !!
Don't worry so much !!
Try your best !!

Think positif !!
If don't think !!
Means direct give up !!

You can do it !!
^_^
January 20, 2013 at 1:10 AM
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