change.

the winds are changing.

I guess, there's a certain fear.

Will I still be recognizable by the end of this?

In a way, there's a part of me that doesn't want to change.

I want to still be me.

I want to wake up and still be able to recognize myself.

Sometimes, it feels terrible to wake up and to know that your world can change in an instant.

Nothing is certain.

It never was.

But the realization of this still makes me feel fear.

It feels weird to look at your past and  future at the same time.

To see how far you have come.

It makes you proud.

And maybe, a little nostalgic.

As for the future,

you want to make a decision that would ensure a bright one.

you want to make a decision that you can continue to be proud.

It's a weird day.

I feel like I'm seeing both my past self and future self at the same time.