Ambivalent.

I am not quite sure how I feel.

It's conflicting and contrasting.

I feel happy and yet sad.

I feel camaraderie and yet alone.

I feel hopeful yet hopeless.

Sometimes, I ask myself if I made mistake.
And on other times, I know I haven't.

So, my emotions are just stirring and I am rather confused.

And that is all I can say.