Sometimes the limit is yourself.

I plan for this year to be great, wonderful and fabulous.

So, I am starting out with optimism. Loads of it.

Some days have been good, some days not so much.

But it's okay. Life is a journey and the most important thing is to continue moving on.

To be honest, I am changing some of my personal beliefs this year compared to last year.

I want to do well in my degree, so I have to feel and behave like someone who does well.

It's not that I haven't behaving like someone who wants to do well. I been studying hard and doing my best.
However, my emotions are constantly in a turmoil.

I am constantly afraid that I can't do it.
I am constantly doubting myself every time I hit a tough topic.
I am constantly going, I am not sure.
Point is, I don't see myself as a top student.

If anything, I just see myself as a struggling mediocre student who wants to do well.

And I need to stop.

I need to start believing myself.

I need to stop panicking and doubting and being afraid every time I hit a tough topic.
I need to just breathe and keep moving forward.
I need to stop whining.

So yea.

Sometimes, the reason why you don't do well is because you don't see yourself doing well.
Well, I don't want that.
I want to do well
So I need to believe that I am a top student and to work hard.