Internship

In a way, my holiday is ending.

Well, it's not because my school is starting. But it's because I have internship and internship is working.

During our school period, a few of my classmates started planning for their three months break. A few of them were talking about internships and honestly, it wasn't a bad idea. 
There were also other things that was being thrown around such as travelling and summer schools. All of which aren't bad at all.

I was really torn between summer schools and internships. Sadly, summer schools was way too expensive so instantly, I had to choose internships.

I thought an internship would look good on my resume. 

I applied to big firms and I got rejected by a few of them while some of my classmates got accepted. It kinda sucks getting rejected but I suppose that is apart of life. 

I should be used to rejections by now but it still hurts.

But luckily for me, my dad knows people who owns small accounting firms so I ended up getting an internship anyway.

Funny thing is, now that my internship comes closer, I feel quite reluctant. I don't really want to work. 
I still want to enjoy my summer. I want the wind in my hair and a day out in the sun. I just wanna have fun. Even if it means just staying in my house and doing nothing. 

But since I have to do this internship, I would do it.

But I made up my mind that next year, my last summer break, I am definitely gonna enjoy all three months of it to the last drop.

I enjoyed my summer break in my first year even if I didn't really go anywhere. I really used that time to reenergize. I met up with friends and catch up. I ate good food. I slept well. I indulged in books and anime. I even wrote. I had loads of fun.
Eventhough I know that those activities won't be nice on my resume but the point is, I thoroughly enjoyed myself in that three months.

But funnily enough, last year, I asked myself if I should be productive in my next summer break. Well, here I am, going to be productive. And I am somewhat wishing that I don't have to. hahaha.

Oh well.

But I will do my best in my internship and just try to have fun.

I did say that this will be an awesome summer and I intend to make this come true.