The Tales of Carmensakura

I got leaked exam results. For me, when I get my results, I consider that the point of where I graduate. Why? Because when the exams end, it's still uncertain. You can still fail things and end up still in university because you need to retake the papers. But when the results is out, it's certain. You know what grade you make. You know for certain, you don't have to go back there or if you have to go back there. The results for my exams were...interesting. They were both to my expectations and out of my expectations. My aim was first class, of course. And in the end, I only got second upper.  Well, I am not too disappointed.  Why? In the end, it's not the grades that mattered. It was what I learned. It was what has happened in this three years. University has been magnificently wonderful to me. I have learnt. Grown. Laughed.  Cried. Fought. My university has taught me that I can think. That I am one of the best. We all are. So chins up. Smi...

It's been a month since I started work officially.  I don't hate my job. But I am not sure if I love it either. Do I enjoy it? Yes, but that's because the environment is nice. People there are nice and friendly. The office is nice. So yea. I am still not sure what kind of job I want. But I realise that I want a job that allows me to think. Apparently, I like to use my brains. Mundane routine things aren't quite my things actually. Can I do it? Yes. But do I want to? Not really. But surprisingly, I find myself enthusiastic currently in my life.  I like the idea of being able to handle my own expenses. I like the idea of being able to live my own life. I like the idea that I am starting the journey of my life. For me, I believe this is the time to start planning and going out to live the life you want. I believe that this is the time to plan and then to grind for the life you want. This is the time to put the effort. This is the time to work. This is ...