Did you ever had this feeling? This feeling of being trapped... This feeling of being caged up like a bird, Have you ever felt it?? Like a bird who is in a cage, I want to be freed, I want to fly in the sky, Taste the freedom that I never had, I want to...just be free, Is that too hard to ask? I hate this feeling...I hate this feeling of being trapped. I hate it so much... Allow me to fly... Recently, this is how I feel. I mean, I just want some freedom but well, parents always don't allow that. My parents are a little over protective. They feel like I am too fragile, too ruthless. They fear that if I ever leave my home, I would end up as the dead girl known in the newspapers. They really fear that. Yet, they tell me that one day they will have to let me go. Don't they understand that I am suffocating? Suffocating from their very touch. To make it worse, I inherited my father's travelling soul. I am a person who wants to travel. I CANNOT STAY IN ONE DAMN PLACE!!!! Whenever ...
I been catching up with my friends lately and I am so happy to hear how great they are. It surprises me how much has changed since I last saw them. And then, they ask me, "How am I? How are things?" I realized that all I can say is "I'm fine." I don't have stories to tell. There is no drama in my life. Everything is going relatively well. I go to classes and enjoy my classes. I watch what I like to watch and enjoy it. I read what I read and enjoy it. Point is, I do what I do and I enjoy it. And everything is going well. And so, I just find it interesting I have no stories to tell about my life. It's very simple. But the most important thing is that I feel happy. And I do. It's like there's a certain kind of inner peace. So yea.
It has been a depressing week. Everything just seems so depressing or indifferent. Seriously, I have been feeling like this for the entire week. Everything is so anti-climatic since the BRATs Ipoh 2009 Journalism Workshop. ...exams results are out and unfortunately, I did NOT do well in them. English Language ~ D- Mathematics ~ F Science ~ C- Economics ~ A- History ~ D- Accouting ~ F *sigh* I have 2 F's. Report Card Day will be next week and I can already imagine my parents killing me. (I'm so sure my mum is going to ban me frum the internet & TV) Anyway, to top things off, I was reading yesterday newspaper. Well, there was an article about the winners of a video competition. My friends and I joined that competition and we won the 2nd place. However, we did not go to the prize-giving ceremony because we all had things to do. (I went to BRATs Workshop...so I can't be in 2 places at once.) In addition, they changed the venue & the date of the prize-giving ceremony so...
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Lazy ...
Tired ..
Thank you for your hard work !!
Just see a few words ... sleep already ..
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