To the future

I managed to find a new job. Finally.

All the stress and frustration that I have been having for the past few months melted away with the job offer at hand.

Was it the job that I initially wanted?
No, not really.

But to be honest, looking at it now, it's not a bad offer.
In fact, this might actually be better for me than the job that I initially wanted. 

I do admit that it took me a while to figure out what I wanted career wise and also to fully accept that my university days are over.

I do sometimes wonder why I take so long to get used to things or transition into a new part of life.
But it's just how I function.
Of course, I'll do my best to try to get used to things faster.

But I must admit that when I just got out of University and when I got my first job, I was not prepared mentally.

I was still missing my University life and most of all, I didn't give myself a break to shift my mental state.
Most of all, I was confused and I wasn't exactly sure what I wanted in terms of my future. 

Although this one year felt like a buffer period, I'm glad that I did use it well.
I'm glad that I sat down and thought about the future that I wanted.

Maybe to some people, I did waste a year.
But to me, life isn't a race.
And so I sat down to figure out what I want in my own life and I'm glad I did.

It's like taking time to sit down, take out your map and try to refigure out your bearings and try to find out where it is you wanna go.

Some people don't need to do this.
But I do.
And I'm glad that I did.

I feel more prepared and ready.

And most of all, I feel like this is a fresh start and I'm excited.

So I look forward to this.

So this is to the future.

And may it be bright~!!