My work
Sorry for that.
I been a little tired lately so it makes me lazy to blog. haha.
Terrible reason, I know.
But it's the truth.
Anyhow, my bosses recently had a talk with me.
The first talk a few weeks back was, she thinks I was doing well and coping well. I like that. That's good.
The second talk, she's glad that I have a good attitude but she wishes that I speak up more.
The third talk, she feels I'm ready for some more harder work, she still wishes that I speak up more or ask more questions when I need help.
To be honest, I can't tell if it's good or bad.
I do feel like shit sometimes because I feel like I could be better or asked better questions.
But hey, we are humans.
So I accept that I don't know alot.
And I just accept that I'm here to learn so learn I shall.
To be honest, the more I work, the more I realise, wow, I don't know anything.
It's a little crazy.
I feel incompetent.
But this is good.
It means I will get to learn alot and that's something that I really want.
Anyhow, I wake up every morning and keep asking myself, how do I be better? How do I learn faster?
And I truly try.
Some days I fail.
Some days I don't.
And that's life.
I don't know how my other colleagues feel competent but I feel completely incompetent.
I just hope my boss and my colleagues doesn't mind too much.
But I promise them that I will do my best.
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