Boulevard of broken dreams.

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A quiz told me that my theme song is boulevard of broken dreams by green day. At first, I thought that it was bullshit but after listening to that song several times. I agree. That song is my theme song...for now.

The year 2009 has been hard, rough and tough for me. I had more depressing moments this year than happy moments. This year definitely wasn't my best year. I didn't get the sweet sixteen feeling. I got the opposite instead.

And it's true. I feel like I'm walking like a boulevard of broken dreams. Everything I wanted to achieve, I didn't. And for a while, this felt very painful.

But I know that I have to move on and forward. The further I walk, the longer I see the road ahead of me. But it's never about the destination, it's about the journey. So I might as well, take my time and enjoy myself.

So here are the 5 promises I made to myself.

1. I love myself at all times & I'm worthy.
2. I will finish what I started
3. I will do my best at all times
4. I will accept my results
5. I won't regret anything in the future.

Because I really don't want to regret anything in the future and I don't want to feel sad in the future. So this 5 promises to myself have to be kept. Maybe, you should promises to yourself too.

And I learnt that, even if you failed, doesn't mean you are a failure. Just because you made a mistake, doesn't mean you're a mistake. Even if you think, you're not your thoughts. You're you and you have the choice to change anyyhing you hate.
YOU CAN DO ANYTHING IF YOU BELIEVE YOU CAN.

Here are some other songs that you may like...(well, I like them)

FIX YOU BY COLDPLAY WITH LYRICS


MOVE ALONG BY ALL AMERICAN REJECTS WITH LYRICS

Comments

Happy "Sam" said…
yes !!!

Promises myself.
I also need to do it too !!

Thank for you to let me know everythings that need write out and promise to done it.

Many people laugh at me but I belief that is no write out at blog here to remaid me.

Nothing will happen at all in my life !!
So i must write out and promise myself !!
November 18, 2009 at 5:17 AM
Brittany November said…
Hey-ya! I think I took a quiz like that once and I got some U2 song that I had never heard before :/

If it's any consolation, 16 was a crappish year for me too. LOL!

And of course you can do that tag! It's fuuuuun! :-D
November 18, 2009 at 6:00 AM
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