Life's interesting journey (or not?)

Well, this week has been quite interesting. Ok, heck, to tell you the truth, I'm actually quite pissed. And I'm gonna rant and I don't care who's listening!!


1. CHESS
Finally, I understood why I quit chess so suddenly when I was 12. I should have never ever wanted to touch that game ever! I should have realised that I quit with a reason. I shouldn't have join the chess club this year. It is a HUGE mistake!!
Eventhough, I won and lost one game yesterday. I felt very uneasy.

When I was younger, I played chess and was quite good at it. But the problem is that I never thought of the next move of the pieces. I just simply moved the pieces and yet I managed to win. (WELL, I don't win if the opponent is some super chess geek) I know this sounds stupid, but it's the truth, those pieces talks to me and tells me where to move them. I just followed their orders. Those chess pieces were my friends, I use to talk to them. (YEA, call me weird.)

The chess pieces saw everything and told me what to do...I just listened to them and sometimes, I would think if the opponent threat was too great for the chess pieces. Then, at 12, they just stopped telling me what to do.
So yesterday, when I played, I could feel the distance between me and those chess pieces. I could tell that they didn't want me there.
SO YEA, I shouldn't have touched chess at all. Hate that stupid game!


2. HIGH SCHOOL DRAMA AND ME
High School is the time where all the drama comes. And trust me, it's not exactly awesome. I'm pissed with myself. I can't believe I reacted that way and so immaturely. I should have been a thousand time more mature. I shouldn't have let them get to me. I should have just forgive and forget or just let it go...
I shouldn't have been so pissed about it. I'm kinda dissappointed with my reaction.

*sigh* High School Drama is a pain in the ass. I thought this being the senior year, we could all be mature and just graduate happily. But unfortunately, we are all still acting like immature morons.


3. FINE, I'LL BE NICE!!
I know I been mean lately but my mean was released when I watched a real bitchy movie. Anyhow, I'll be nicer...(maybe, no guarantees.)
I know that an once of kindness never killed anyone. So yea, I'll be nicer to people. But still, that does NOT mean I will be your servant. I'll still be me, just a little nicer.

But really, why don't you be smarter, then I'll be nicer. But whatever...I'll still try to be nicer.


4. HAVE SOME GUTS, DAMN IT!
I don't like cowards. AND I hate it when people have a problem with me and not say it. Next time, when you have a problem, confront me. Face to face and look me in the eye. Then, say what you want. I'll listen. I don't mind getting screwed by you but make sure your screwing holds water and that you screw me in my face.
So, if you wanna screw me, screw me in my face. Plus, I like it that way. Direct and sharp. No inner message, no hinting and no bullshit. Just the plain truth.

Yea, the truth hurts so deal with it. Can you handle the truth?


AND OH, AMERICAN IDOL NOW SUCKS SINCE THEY KICKED OUT SIOBHAN AND I AM BOYCOTTING THAT SHOW!! *SIGH*

I think I'll feel better after listening to some songs, karaoke or watch Toy Story (It doesn't matter if it's the first or second) I totally can't wait for Toy Story 3!!