I read on two of my friend's blogs about writing essays in high school. (oh, you know who you are. LOL) And it made me want to write about my own essays in high school. I enjoyed writing so much. It was fun. Creating worlds and characters that didn't exist. It was like walking into a whole different world where you were the god. Everything was your whim and fancy. Creating characters just to kill them off. (I know I'm a cruel person. LOL) Weaving plots together. Creating whole new worlds up. It was just incredible. I loved writing so much. And as a student, there was a lot of essays to write in high school. Honestly, even though my essays were good, my teachers hated them. Why? Because my stories were not happy, clean or filled with moral values. I liked putting death, torture and despair in my stories. My teachers would frown and tell me to stop. And I would laugh, saying no. I remember, at that time, my favourite was writing about ...
I was watching some anime this week and it made me wonder. Am I broken? Am I bitter now? Have I grown into a sad pathetic person? I don't quite know. I fell down. I watched my dreams disappear in front of my very eyes. But I would like to think that I moved on. But have I? I don't quite know. Did the me who believe dreams and possibilities died? I hope not. I mean, if I did, it's better to bury me because then, I have forgotten what matters. Yes, I don't have a grand plan anymore. Why? Because grand plans are overrated. Life can change course and everything changes. And you may never achieve that plan. But I don't quite know if I don't have grand plans because I know life is unpredictable or because I am afraid of failure. Pain changes a person. But I don't want it to make me bitter. But just because I don't have a plan doesn't mean it's a bad thing. Because it also means that I am extremely flexible. Right no...
screw my one post per week. I have something to say and I'll say it now. forgive me if it seems incoherent. Seeing all my friends move on or move forward in life is good. I'm so glad that they are. Just like them, I'm moving forward too. I hope that we can move forward in life together. I really hope so. Anyhow, I hope that all of us can become stronger and fight for whatever we dream of. I hope that we can be happy in the life we lead. I hope I can be there for them just like how they have been there for me. As for friendships, when we find friends that are dear to us and can accept us for who we are, we'll appreciate them. And so, I'll appreciate every friend I have. I will do as what I have always done. Be nice, be supporting and be me. That's the only way to make new friends, keep and reconnect with old ones. To be sincere is the best way. I'm thankful for having great friends. I know I'm not alone. for the fir...
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Enjoy ya !!
I also love music while enjoying sleeping.
It let me dreaming in the concert or disney !!
hehe !!!
^_^