When the doubts comes.
Well, I just received my subject guides (it's something like textbooks but not exactly either. They are like guides for your studies).
AND that means, I HAVE ALOT TO STUDY.
Yes, can someone kill me now?
It's so stressful, looking at the stacks of stuff you are supposed to study.
Every day feels so stressful because you don't know a lot of stuff but you have limited time to study, to read, to understand, to exercises and to do revision.
There is only 24 hours a day.
And I still have a social life.
It's not easy.
So yea, I am stressed.
And the doubt comes because you ask yourself, can I really do this?
What if I screw this up?
But time and time again, I ask this question and it's this question that can cripple me.
And I realize again, that there is nothing I can do but do my best.
That is all I can do.
So I have to do my best and just hope for the best.
Oh well.
C'est la vie.
AND that means, I HAVE ALOT TO STUDY.
Yes, can someone kill me now?
It's so stressful, looking at the stacks of stuff you are supposed to study.
Every day feels so stressful because you don't know a lot of stuff but you have limited time to study, to read, to understand, to exercises and to do revision.
There is only 24 hours a day.
And I still have a social life.
It's not easy.
So yea, I am stressed.
And the doubt comes because you ask yourself, can I really do this?
What if I screw this up?
But time and time again, I ask this question and it's this question that can cripple me.
And I realize again, that there is nothing I can do but do my best.
That is all I can do.
So I have to do my best and just hope for the best.
Oh well.
C'est la vie.
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