Emotions.
I do admit that sometimes emotions are messy, annoying and loud. I do understand why some people might hate their emotions or having emotions. However for me, I have never truly hated my emotions. Personally, I have always liked to sit down and pick my emotions out bit by bit. I like to try to understand why I feel a certain way and sometimes, that helps to give me back some control. That's why most of the times, I understand why I feel a certain way. When I am aware why I feel a certain way, I can sometimes slowly change my own emotions consciously. However, there are times when the emotion is so overwhelming that even though I understand why I feel this way, there is still no way to relief myself from these emotions. This is where I feel extremely lucky that I write. I still remember a period in my life where I was extremely upset and at that point, I didn't really quite understand why. But I wrote. I remember carving out my emotions and inserting them ...